hannahlovesmariam:

lilypaaad:

IT’S LEXANNAH. 

I just cannot even begin to explain how much I love Notre Dame.

I’m absolutely in love with this. 

(Source: ndthings)

Anonymous asked: Hi Mrs. Poopface, it's Mr. Poopface. I love you.

I love my baby. <3

I was just here in December! Cabo Azul Resort is prime.

(Source: tequilasunsetss)

Anonymous asked: i miss you.

I’m sure if you are/were someone who played a significant role in my life, I am missing you too.

I’m not scared to hold back any feelings I have for this girl because I know we’re always on the same page. I know she’s a sure thing. (Taken with instagram)

June 09, 2011. A fresh start to a new, healthy, and strong relationship.

The way Malina asked was perfect. After spending half of our day at Disneyland, Malina made it clear that she wanted to end it at California Adventures watching World of Color. But before the showing of World of Color, we wanted to get ice cream in Disneyland and as I waited in the long line, Malina went off to a gift store. I had no idea what she was getting and who it would be for, and I really didn’t care. After we got our ice cream, we walked to California Adventures, hand-in-hand, like the happy lesbians that we are, and found ourselves a nice spot (next to the trash can). The show finally started, and I was literally in awe. As corny as this may sound, World of Color was magical. The music was playing in the background while the water was shooting up in the air with so many different colors and for a quick second, it honestly felt like it was just Malina and I. And that’s when she asked. I was holding her hand and then I feel her sliding a ring on my finger, and it was the same ring that we both got on our Senior Grad trip with each other, but just a brand new one. She tells me, “Baby, you’re my everything. I love you so much. Will you be my girlfriend?” As soon as I heard the question, the tears were already falling down my cheek. After the show, we made “vows” to each other; to basically be true to each other, to only focus on today and the future and to not look back at the past, and to remain in this relationship through the good and the bad.

It took 6 months to get to where we are now; the title, the steady happiness, the good love. What we decided to put ourselves through sometimes surprises me because I am amazed that we were able to pull through and last. We had a tough journey. I remember from December to February, we were fighting every single day about the same things. It became a routine. We would wake up fighting, go to sleep fighting, and at times, I had to question myself if this relationship was worth it. But then I would look at you, and I couldn’t picture myself with anybody else. As crazy as these six months have been, I wouldn’t trade it for the world. These six months took our relationship to a completely other level. We matured, both individually, and together in this relationship. Through all the fighting and yelling we would do, I called quits so many times, but I could never follow through with it. It wasn’t about me not being strong enough to stand by my words, it was about staying with this girl that I’m madly in love with and who can make me the happiest girl in the world. We may still have our fights, but there’s one thing that’s for sure and that’s that we really want to be together. We’re going to make this work and we’re not going to let anything and anyone stop us from being happy together.

“You know how people are really good at things. Like in sports, and singing or whatever. You know what I realized what I’m good at? Is loving you. I know I’m so good at loving you because that’s all I really know how to do.”

I can easily say, without a doubt, I get my stubbornness from my dad. In ever argument, big or small, my dad will not let go of things. It’s either his way or the highway… or he just walks away being mad at the world. And unfortunately, that is yet another trait I carry from him.

The only person who truly experiences my stubbornness first hand is Malina and I give her props for still being here, and still being able to love me. It’s tough, this inflexible attitude I have. Whenever we fight, all the things that she has to say go from one ear and out the other because I believe that I’m always right when in reality, I start the fight, I start the constant yelling and anger towards one another.

This is to tell the world, and you, Malina, that I’m wrong and that you don’t deserve any of the horrible fights I put you through. I need to learn how to swallow my pride and stop pretending that I’m right all the time. You’re right when you say we don’t need to be fighting especially about the little things. We deserve to be happy. With all that we put ourselves through, me starting a fight with you is completely unnecessary. If there’s any fighting I’m going to be doing in this relationship from now on, it’s to fight to keep this relationship strong and healthy. With all I have Malina.

catkills:

I’m not going to sit here and be a hypocrite and say that I don’t have that attitude because I say it almost daily. But there’s a “right” and a “wrong” time to have that attitude. I could say “I don’t give a fuck” when it comes to not making my bed, or not letting someone pass on the freeway when…

Let me reblog myself because I cannot stress this enough, homewreckers are nothing but lowlife assholes. You get no respect from anyone.

I have the baddest bitch.